Showing posts with label Joy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Joy. Show all posts

Sunday, March 17, 2019

Enslaved but Rejoicing! Be Inspired by St. Patrick's Life His Words and His Prayers


I wrote this last year in the midst of celebrations. 

Now, in this time of social distancing and quarantines (as we are living with a pandemic virus of sickness, panic and fear...) the celebrations aren't present this year, and perhaps that is a good thing. We have so much more time for quiet and prayer to get in touch with the real St. Patrick, who can teach us so much. 

Please take the time to read about this truly amazing saint and to pray his incredible prayers of protection and strength that he wrote in the midst of severe devastation, deprivation and sickness. 
If you do, I know they will warm your soul and strengthen you in faith and hope:

Each year on this feast of St. Patrick, I can't help but think that while it's wonderful to see joyful parades and celebrations, where millions of people like myself rejoice in being Irish, and millions more honor the feast by the "wearing of the green", it saddens me to see how his feast day has turned into such a pagan holiday that extols sin and excess, without any clear connection or understanding of this amazing man of faith.

To combat this, I'd like to share some of his own prayers and writings that speak about what he endured, as well as the great Love of God that transformed him. 

St. Patrick's birth name was Maewyn Succat. As a young man he was kidnapped and taken to Ireland where he was enslaved for six years. 
He was forced to live without shelter as a shepherd, and was often alone and starving and perhaps beaten and tortured. 
What is so inspiring about St. Patrick is that it was right in the midst of such great deprivation, he became aware of God and His Mercy and the continual blessings that flowed from Him.
He writes in his “Confessio” of his captivity:
"There the Lord opened the sense of my unbelief that I might at last remember my sins and then turn with all my heart to the Lord my God, who had regard for my low estate, and took pity on my youth and ignorance, and watched over me before I knew Him, and before I was able to distinguish between good and evil, and guarded me, and comforted me as would a father his son.
Hence I cannot be silent – and indeed, I ought not to be – about the many blessings and the great grace which the Lord has deigned to bestow upon me in the land of my captivity;…the love of God and His fear increased in me more and more, and the faith grew in me, and the spirit was roused, so that, in a single day, I have said as many as a hundred prayers, and in the night nearly the same, so that whilst in the woods and on the mountain, even before the dawn, I was roused to prayer and felt no hurt from it, whether there was snow or ice or rain; nor was there any slothfulness in me, such as I see now, because the spirit was then fervent within me.”
http://www.21st-century-christianity.com/E-Water-Irish-Blessing.html
Among the hundreds of prayers Patrick prayed when he was a slave in Ireland are two prayers that never fail to stir my heart. 

I can't be sure he prayed these prayers during his captivity
perhaps he prayed them during his escape
or throughout his study of the priesthood 
or when he was raised up as a Bishop of the Church
or when he chose to go back to Ireland 
to the same people who captured and enslaved him for 6 years
as he tirelessly worked for their conversion
or perhaps he prayed them throughout all of these seasons of his life...

Every time I pray or sing this prayer, I imagine Patrick singing and praying these words of praise to His Creator, Who was His Constant Companion while alone and enslaved...
cold and hungry ...

These prayers are prayers of union with God and remind me to see all things in and through God and through the eyes of faith:

The Lorica of St. Patrick 
also know as The Deer's Cry or 
The Bulwark or Breastplate of St. Patrick

This day God gives me
strength of high heaven
Sun and moon shining,
flame in my hearth.
Flashing of lightning,
wind in its swiftness,
Deeps of the Ocean,
firmness of earth.

This day God sends me,
strength as my guardian,
Might to uphold me,
Wisdom as guide.
Your eyes are watchful, 
your ears are listening,
Your lips are speaking,
Friend at my side.

God's way is my way,
God's shield is round me,
God's host defends me,
Saving from ill.
Angels of heaven, 
drive from me always,
All that would harm me,
Stand by me still.

Rising I thank You, mighty and Strong One,
King of creation, Giver of rest,
Firmly confessing Oneness of Godhead 
Threeness of Persons, Trinity blest. 
 
The second prayer is really a section of the same prayer listed above:
Christ with me,
Christ before me,
Christ behind me,
Christ within me,
Christ beneath me,
Christ above me,
Christ on my right,
Christ on my left,
Christ when I lie down,
Christ when I sit down,
Christ in the heart of every man who thinks of me,
Christ in the mouth of every man who speaks of me,
Christ in the eye that sees me,
Christ in the ear that hears me.
I pray that we take time to truly ponder St. Patrick on his feast day today
as well as the profound and deeply moving words of his prayers...
imagining how his awareness of Christ's closeness changed everything for the young St. Patrick - 
as snow and ice and rain fell upon him
as he struggled with great hunger
as he must have struggled, 
and at first, raged against his enslavement
yet,
he was able to see that all he endured was  
as nothing compared to the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord! Phil. 3:8


May it be the same for us! 
Imagine how this same awareness can change our souls!!!

Aware of the imperfect circumstances many of us are experiencing, 
I write this praying that each of us become so aware of God's great love and care for us that we can't help but be filled with joy and gratitude for all He has done,
even while:

Some are enduring great sickness and loss
Some have lost jobs and homes 
and their means of livelihood
Some are living with great rejection and turmoil
Or even abuse 
While some struggle with faith 
And are constantly filled with fear and anxiety

Some are alone, with family members who were missing through death or other circumstances -- and their hearts are broken at their absence. 

Many families are 'broken', divorced and separated - 
some in outward ways, and some in very hidden ways. 
Many are living in strife.
Some have been abandoned or abused.
Some are caught in the web of sin and addictions.
Some are hungry and living in poverty,
In sickness or close to death.

When our circumstances don't match up to the perfect, beautiful images of life we imagine or once experienced, deep sadness, or even depression can come upon us.  
If we look for happiness in earthly terms, we will have unrealistic expectations that were never promised to us by God.  

God never promised us a life free from trouble,
rather He said, 


In this world you will have trouble and suffering, but take courage and cheer up! 
I have conquered the world!  John 16:33

God never promised us perfection.  
Nor did He promise that our lives would be free from pain or hurt, rejection or betrayal. 

What he did promise was that He would be with us always!

And if we are living in union with Him, 
we will know that that is enough, 
more than enough in fact...
and we can see that regardless of our current situations, 
we still are blessed beyond measure in ways that go far beyond the outward circumstances in which we are living.

This is the secret to happiness -- to be mindful of the gifts God has given us and to offer Him thanks and praise for these amazing things that we often take for granted! To keep our eyes on Jesus instead of ourselves and our own pain.

Through St. Patrick's intercession and by his life and prayers, may we be helped to truly see God's nearness and the abundance of His gifts, and thus obtain the joy and peace that surpasses understanding that God gives to all who draw near to Him. 
We pray this in Jesus' Name. Amen!
   
P.S. I shared the shortened versions of St. Patrick's full Lorica prayer above: the song that it inspired and the beautiful part of the prayer that I pray when I'm feeling most alone and need to remind myself of God's presence. 

But, the full Lorica prayer is worth reading and praying with. When you have time, after you've pondered what has been written above:

Please pray the full prayer, as well as more reflections on how the prayer and Scripture can be used as a shield of faith during these dark times. You can find them here. 

© Janet Moore. 2020.  All Rights Reserved.

Monday, October 22, 2018

On Fire with Love! John Paul II's 1993 Visit to Denver and Medjugorje: An Answer to His Prayer

John Paul II, we love you! 
John Paul II, we love you! 
John Paul II, we love you! 

I can still hear this chant echoing in my soul. 

I was blessed to be part of the nearly one million souls who welcomed him in Denver in 1993, celebrating the theme: 
"I came that they might have life, and have it to the full."   - Jn. 10:10. 





I was one of nearly a million who proclaimed: 
John Paul II, we love you! … 
over and over and over again... 

No one counted how many times we repeated these words ... 
They just continued to pour out in love 
and to this day I can't say if we shouted out our love for him for 10 minutes or even longer. 

There was hardships 
it seemed like we walked for miles 
in a vast sea of humanity
to find our spot -- partitioned into groups of one hundreds (I believe)
we slept outdoors with no shelter 
in the cold 
with little or no food
and the places to relieve yourself were few and far between...

Yet, what I remember most is: joy!
Unfettered joy!

And each person being on fire with love ... 

Filled with love and IN LOVE...

IN LOVE with God 
and with the person who demonstrated His Presence, 
spoke His Words, 
and lived His Life so deeply that it was no longer JPII who lived, but Christ who lived in him.  
In this special time of grace, 
we experienced a time of being ONE
ONE BODY in Christ 
one in God's love
one with the Pope 
and one with each other.
That's how John Paul II made you feel.

What an incredible grace it was for all who were present!
I've tried to explain to friends through the years what it was like to be in the presence of John Paul II. 
What it was like to hear words that pierced your soul and changed you forever from the inside out.  
How his words inspired, uplifted, emboldened and filled you -- 
and millions upon millions of others -- 
with faith and courage that invited you to give your lives away to the God --
because we were so filled and moved by the glory of God's love and mercy!

John Paul II had the gift of penetrating us with God's call - 
an individual and a collective call that echoed deeply within each of us. 

How electrifying his presence was!
Whether in a vast crowd of hundreds of thousands in a stadium 
or stretched across enormous fields -- 
even if you were almost a mile away from him -- 
you could still feel his holiness. 
Because God's life poured from him. 

In a crowd so vast that included people from all walks of life - 
from 100 countries across the world -- 
John Paul II's holiness permeated the atmosphere and transformed us.
Hundreds of thousands were in tears ...
while at the same time beaming with joy ...
Each on fire with God's love and with the outpouring of the Holy Spirit. 
Each clinging to his words. 
Each rejoicing and experiencing God's love in an incredibly profound and unique way 
that included the whole Body of Christ - the Church. 
Everyone was filled with courage
and we were emboldened to live a life of holiness 
that transformed us and set the world on fire with God's love.

That was the atmosphere of World Youth Day in Denver in 1993. 

It was one of the most glorious times of grace in my life. 
And yet, this grace has never left me. 
John Paul II's legacy, his impact, the Truth of His Words and his holiness lives on to today -- 
his love continues to inspire me and many millions... 
look around at the truly great Catholic priests and nuns, bishops and Cardinals, lay Catholics and evangelists of our time...
look around at the holy men and women, the mothers and fathers striving to raise holy children... 

The vast majority of these openly cite John Paul's influence in their lives! 
And I'm convinced that John Paul's influence will continue to inspire the Church for ages -- 
as well as help us NOW 
to endure this tremendous time of trial in which we live and about which he prophesied.
For he helped form in us -- and in countless souls -- 
an unshakeable faith in the Church and the Sacraments 
This will help us to continue to live fully alive and united in God's love 
filled with courage and hope 
in such a time of this... 

What an incredible Pope we were gifted with for so many years! 
He, himself, stated all he did was directed "To Jesus through Mary."

It was Mary's love that inspired and filled and enabled him to "Do whatever He tells you."

It was Mary who saved his life from a trained assassin's bullet. 
And it was Mary, he was convinced, who would conquer, saying: 
“Christ will conquer through [Mary], because He wants the Church’s victories now and in the future to be linked to her.”
He was also convinced that it Mary was truly appearing in Medjugorje. 
And not only that, 
but that she was coming in answer to his prayers. 

One of the visionaries, Mirjana Dragicevic Soldo, reports: 
“A priest told me that from the very beginning the Pope was very fond of Medjugorje because two months before the apparitions in Medjugorje started, the Pope was praying to Our Lady to come again on earth. He said, ‘I cannot do it all alone because Yugoslavia, Czechoslovakia, Poland etc, are all Communist, I cannot do it on my own. I need you.’ And later he heard that in Yugoslavia, a Communist country, in a little village, Our Lady appeared. Then he said ‘That is a response to my prayers.’ ” 

Our first night in Medjugorje May 31, 2017
Mirjana also had the blessing of meeting with Pope John Paul II, sharing the following details in a talk she gave to pilgrims:


“I personally had a such a great honor to be able to speak with late Pope John Paul II. That was so beautiful. I was in St Peter’s Basilica in Rome with all other pilgrims. [The] Pope as he was walking by, he was blessing everybody. He blessed me and just walked away. And then this Italian priest I was with said ‘Holy Father, this is Mirjana from Medjugorje.’ He came back, blessed me again and he left. And I said to this priest, ‘Father, you see he just thinks that I need a double blessing’ [laughter]. However, in the afternoon we received an invitation: tomorrow morning to come to Castel Gondolfo, close to Rome in order to talk to Holy Father. I don’t have to tell you that I couldn’t sleep all night. Tomorrow when I reached the place, he saw that I was so excited. We were alone and then he started talking to me in Polish. He thought I would understand because both are Slavic languages. He wanted to make me feel comfortable but I didn’t understand a word because it’s not even close to our language. However, I was crying and I couldn’t catch a breath to say a word. So when I finally succeeded to say a word, I said ‘Holy Father, can we try in Italian?’ [laughter]. Then we talked and among other things he said to me, ‘If I were not Pope, I would be in Medjugorje a long time ago. I know everything, I have been following everything. Ask pilgrims to pray for my intentions. And take good care of Medjugorje because Medjugorje is the hope for the entire world…’ ”


After John Paul II died, a gentleman brought his shoes to Medjugorje. Mirjana noticed the shoes were present on the hill of apparitions at the time of an apparition of Mary. Mirjana said the man who brought the shoes didn’t introduce himself, but said:
‘It was the Pope’s desire for a long time to come to Medjugorje. So I said to him, ‘If you do not go, I will take your shoes.’ And that is how I brought his shoes, so they may be present during the apparition.’ And that is how Saint John Paul II’s desire to come to Medjugorje was satisfied."
My daughter posing with Pope John Paul II's shoes in Mirjana's house
May these remembrances of St. John Paul II and these stories of his love and faith in Medjugorje inspire and renew us in faith, hope and joy. May they help us live unafraid and rooted deeply in Christ and His One, Holy, Catholic and Apostolic Church - confident, no matter the trials, that in the end, Mary's Immaculate Heart will Triumph. 
To hasten this triumph, may we constantly pray that all Jesus and Mary's plans be realized and fulfilled.

Pope St. John Paul II, pray for us!  Pray especially for our Holy Father and for our Church and our nation. May God's will ever be done in us. We ask this through Jesus Christ Our Lord. Amen.

For more information about John Paul's love for Medjugorje see my first article (that I wrote 4 years ago today on St. John Paul II's feast day):  Saint John Paul II and Medjugorje

See also: 
http://www.medjugorje.net/content/view/174/1/
https://www.medjugorje.org/pope.htm

See also other articles I've written on Medjugorje: 
https://enteringintothemystery.blogspot.com/2018/08/what-is-holy-fathers-mission-in.html
https://enteringintothemystery.blogspot.com/2018/08/installment-of-apostolic-visitor-in.html
Do the Papal Envoy's Words Mean Vatican Approval for Medjugorje is Near?
Medjugorje... Over 33 Years of Reported Apparitions - Should We Believe?
http://www.catholic365.com/article/2652/innumerable-reasons-the-chief-exorcist-of-rome-proclaims-medjugorje-a-fortress-against-satan.html


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