Showing posts with label Halloween. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Halloween. Show all posts

Thursday, October 29, 2015

An Interview with a Former Satanist

I have to share this amazing conversion story, and the deep understanding that David acquired from his experience:

To Hell With Halloween  (3626)

David Arias’ experiences with the occult make him no fan of what All Hallows’ Eve has become.

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Twenty-four years ago on Halloween, 42-year-old David Arias began a journey to hell. Ouija boards, drugs, assaults and sacrilege were a regular part of his life. After nearly four years of engaging in extraordinary evil in the pursuit of power, Arias had enough and slowly began to turn back to God for salvation.
After an initially grueling conversion, Arias now finds living in the Catholic Church to be quite normal. He is married with three children and participates in an apologetics group called Prophets of Hope and a men’s group called Cristo Rey, both at his parish in southern California. Arias, who is no fan of Halloween, spoke of his experiences in the occult with Register correspondent Trent Beattie.

How did you first get involved with the occult?
I grew up in a culturally Catholic home, but we didn’t take our faith very seriously. This wasn’t a good foundation for when my mother died when I was 16. Her death hit me hard, and I couldn’t believe in a loving God after that. Whenever someone said, “I love you,” it fell on deaf ears because of the sadness and anger inside me.
When I was 18, I went to a rock concert with some friends on Halloween. Afterward, one of them invited me to a cemetery to use a Ouija board. I went and saw the first obvious manifestations of evil there. I thought it was scary but also funny. I was like a little kid playing with fire: It seemed like a game to me, and part of what made it fun was how dangerous it was.
That beginning led to “underground parties” in empty warehouses. There was rock music, drugs and secret rituals in “special places” of the warehouse. The organizers downplayed the rituals, trying to make them seem normal, but they were actually Satanic. Evil was being invited into the bodies and souls of the unsuspecting partiers.
Through these parties I got deeper into the dark world of Satanism. I learned that Satan wants to be like God, so he requires sacrifices to be offered to him. The most basic and common sacrifices were of animals. I participated in these and other evil rituals for almost four years, but I could not bring myself to kill a human being, which is required to make it to the highest (or, I guess you could say, the lowest) level of Satanism.
The easiest way to kill someone is through abortion because the baby has no defense. You can kill babies anytime you want in this country, as long as they’re still inside the womb. We had an abortionist in our group who knew exactly what abortion was about: sacrificing innocent lives to Satan. Abortion is an anti-sacrament.

How did you get out of Satanism?
When I couldn’t kill a human being, others in my group got angry and beat me up. They wanted to push me further into hell, but I wasn’t willing to go. I wanted to belong and have more power, but I also saw that killing another human being was extremely immoral. This is taken for granted by most people, but when you consider all the other evil things I had done, killing a human being would be the next step. I thank God that he prevented me from taking that step.
This was an insightful but painful time. The tension made me desperate and suicidal, which is where Satan wants us to be. Suicide is known in Satanic circles as “auto-sacrifice” or “self-sacrifice.” Satan is “honored” by suicides because they are a mark of despair. Judas killed himself because evil seeks to destroy goodness; but in the end, it destroys itself.
Even though I was walking around with a huge burden of sin, I still held out hope that things could get better. I walked past a Catholic church whose doors were open. I looked inside and saw a very large crucifix: I said, “Jesus, what can you give me that Satan can’t?” That was a challenge to God, but it was a sincere one.
I cried and cried and cried. Then God answered my prayer. I saw that I needed to be forgiven by Jesus through his Church, both of whom I used to persecute. My confession lasted an hour and a half; and later I was prayed over by an exorcist. I was relieved to be freed from evil, and I began to joyfully receive holy Communion.
I was also introduced to the Rosary, a set of prayers every Catholic should pray. Mary has authority over Satan, whose head she crushes, as described in Genesis. Satan is totally powerless against Mary because she has no sin. All Satan’s power rests in how much we sin. The more we sin, the more powerful he becomes; but since Mary never sinned, he cannot do anything against her.

What is your opinion of Halloween?
It’s no coincidence that Halloween was when I started down the road to hell. This is a special day for darkness, and it shouldn’t be treated as a game, like I did. It is a demonic celebration used as a tool to gain souls for hell.
You know those Halloween stores that pop up every fall? We would curse the costumes children would get from them — even the costumes that weren’t grotesque. Parents thought all was well, but we knew they were paying to have their children step into a world of darkness.
People make their homes look like haunted cemeteries. … This invites evil spirits inside. It’s really simple: If you want to attract evil, you put up depictions of evil. If you want to attract good, you put up depictions of good. Every Catholic, then, should have Catholic art in his home.

Besides the art, which would be up all year, what do you think Catholics should do on Halloween specifically?
On Halloween, it is especially good to go to Mass; do Eucharistic adoration; pray the Rosary and Divine Mercy Chaplet; fast from food for six hours or fast from something else for a specific amount of time; read the Bible; teach your children about the Church; donate something to the poor, etc. These can be done any day of the year, but it’s easier to see the purpose behind it on Halloween, when so many people are going the opposite direction of where they should be.

What are the good things that Catholics should remember about the spiritual battle?
The biggest thing is to know you’re in the right place. Our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, started our Church, and he lives in our Church today, especially through the Eucharist. He loves to be with us and give us his graces. Considering this extraordinary love coming from Jesus, it’s terribly ironic that not every Catholic knows Jesus is truly present in the Eucharist, but every Satanist does.
Many years ago, when I was in Satanism, we would send people out to slip into Mass late and get a consecrated Host for sacrilegious rituals. We even had regular parishioners who would sign up as extraordinary ministers of holy Communion and steal hosts. It happened all the time. It was so easy because so many people are given access to the tabernacle. If so many people have access, what’s the big deal with it, right?
As Catholics, we need to enliven our faith in the real presence of Jesus in the Eucharist and show it by how we receive him. Being dressed immodestly or talking with our friends as we stroll up to the sanctuary is not acceptable. Neither is tossing Jesus into our mouths and running out of the church.
If we want to receive Jesus reverently, we should ask the Blessed Mother how to do it. She was the first to receive Jesus, and she knows better than any other creature what Jesus expects from us. See, then, why the Rosary should be prayed daily by all Catholics? Mary has power that is only surpassed by that of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

What would you say to people attracted to the occult or who have already gotten into it?
We all experience suffering, but the important thing is how we handle it. We can take it with a proud heart and think we are undeserving of it, or we can take it with a humble heart and realize we just might need it to be purified.
The Good and Bad Thieves died the same death physically, but, spiritually, they were a world apart. The Bad Thief was proud and rejected his cross, but the Good Thief was humble and accepted his. This act of faith led him to paradise.
My heart was broken when I was 16, and I took the pain as motivation to break the hearts of others. I did inflict pain on many people; but each time, I was only adding to my own share. Highs were followed by desperate lows, but when I repented of my sins, I did find the way to happiness.
At 23, Jesus and Mary put my broken heart back together, and they want to do the same thing for others. They only have to ask. They need to know that love is real, mercy is real, and forgiveness is real. While Our Father does hate our sins, he hates none of us. He wants all of us to be saved, and our salvation is there for the asking. Let’s all ask for it daily and praise the Lord and rejoice in anticipation of heavenly glory.
Register correspondent Trent Beattie writes from Seattle.


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Friday, October 31, 2014

Sin Doesn't Keep us from Becoming Saints



In this time of the liturgical year, the Church asks us to consider our eternal destinies as we celebrate the feast of All Saints, commemorate All Souls, and are encouraged to remember and pray daily for those who have died.  

With this in mind, I have been pondering the topic of saints and sinners, recognizing that, "All of us sin and all of us fall short of the glory of God" (cf. Rom. 3:23).


Even the greatest of Saints, have also been the greatest of sinners: St. Augustine, St. Peter, and St. Paul to name a few.  


So what makes one person a saint and another a sinner?


I wonder this because of my sinfulness.  


Because sometimes the weight of my sin overwhelms me. 





I humbly recognize all my sins, frailties and failures.  

I mourn and weep for all my sins and omissions.  What I have done and what I have failed to do.  The words I've spoken and left unspoken. The things I've done that have hurt others. I beg pardon and weep for the times I have not loved generously, the times I've been selfish and self concerned, for the times I've been stuck in pain and regret, anger, pride, vanity, laziness, self-righteousness, guilt and shame.  Jesus told St. Faustina that those who fail to trust in Mercy break His Heart, so I weep also for the times I have failed to receive God's Mercy and Grace and transforming forgiveness, and so I likewise failed to be an instrument of this Mercy and Grace to others ... for all the times I've failed to hope and trust in God's Power to save "Who can do immeasurably more for us than we could ask for or imagine" (cf. Eph. 3:20), I beg for mercy!

I fall on my face in humility -- knowing the depth of my sin and knowing that I should be counted as the worst of sinners.


Truth. 

Recognizing the truth about ourselves and repenting of our sinfulness doesn't lead to self-condemnation.  
God does not condemn us.  

All of us sin.  All of us fall short of the glory of God, but sin isn't what keeps us from becoming saints. 


It is Satan who condemns us and urges us to condemn ourselves -- he is the one who tempts us to despair. Who tempts us to give up, to lose hope, to wallow in guilt and shame and regret, or to continue to live in rebellion and unforgiveness, hatred and selfishness.  Either way he wins, because his only desire is to see us destroyed.





God, on the other hand, wants to show us mercy.  Jesus came to earth in order to bind up our sins and our wounds, pouring the wine and oil of loving mercy upon them -- cleansing them, healing them, transforming them!  God never burdens or weighs us down with the oppression of guilt and shame, rather He leads us to true repentance, which consists in true and deep sorrow for our sin - but a sorrow that is immersed and confident in God's redeeming LOVE.  Thus, it is a receptive sorrow -- a sorrow that is open to receive the UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND MERCY of our Father, Who wants to be known as our Daddy as well as our Creator.  True sorrow opens us to trust and acknowledge the sacrifice of Jesus, Our Savior and Lord, who came to save us and to be the Lover of our souls!  Sorrow steeped in trust leads us to greater love, appreciation and humility of this LIGHT of Pure Holiness, Truth, Sacrifice and Mercy.  It is a sorrow confident in the transforming grace and power of the Cross and of the Holy Spirit, who is the Love, Spirit, and Grace who inspires, advocates for us and leads us to all Truth, Goodness and Beauty.

Satan wants us to get stuck in ourselves -- our pain, our sin, our guilt and shame, our addictions, our weaknesses, our bondages.  He is so good at tempting us to sin; and then, after we have fallen, he is masterful at condemning us.  He convinces us that our sin is too great, that we are too far gone to ever receive mercy.  He convinces us that we don't want holiness; that his lies are truth.  His ugliness is beauty.  That sin is freedom.  He is the master deceiver.




God, in contrast, wants to free us!  To free us from a life centered in ourselves -- to go beyond ourselves to be immersed in SOMEONE -- in LOVE who is so much bigger, more infinite, good, healing and beautiful than we can ever imagine!  And when we receive and acknowledge this Love, by opening up to it -- it changes us!  It changes us because we place ourselves into our God, who is an unfathomable ocean of mercy, who has a Heart on fire and consumed with Love for us, whose Love, Grace, Mercy, and Peace washes us clean -- healing us, consoling us, filling us and surrounding us!  In laying bare all our deepest sins and our most horrible offenses at the feet of Jesus on the Cross, who is Mercy Incarnate, we and our sins are transformed!

It is the attributes of God: His intimate and immeasurable love, mercy, goodness, truth and grace for each of us that transfigures and transforms us!




Satan wants us to implode us in upon ourselves; wrapped up in refusals to forgive ourselves and others, in pride, sinfulness, selfishness, despair, guilt, shame and regret.  

But God wants to expand us and give us so much more than a life of sin has to offer: "I came that you may have life and have it to the full!" (Jn 10:10). When we choose to run to God is true sorrow, humbly confessing our sins, He spurs us on in, through, with and by love.  If we acknowledge and receive His Mercy, a tremendous gratefulness, praise, and joy will resonate within us and flow through us so we long to share the Good things He has done in our lives!  


Often the world jokes about Catholic guilt.  Actually Catholic guilt shouldn't really exist.  Overwhelming guilt is completely different from true humility and sorrow for our sins.  True sorrow leads us to confession in order to receive the Mercy and Strength of Christ's Love and Sacrifice. Through the Grace of the Sacrament of Reconciliation, Jesus washes away our sins, and gives us a fresh slate, a brand new beginning! 


What tremendous news!  We are only a confession away from being a new creation in Christ! 


God transforms!


Nothing is beyond His Power, or Goodness or Compassion to save!  May we be confident in this Loving Mercy and receive it so as to become transformed by it; in order for it to pour forth in compassion, mercy, power and goodness in return.  


Lord, in Your Mercy, make us saints!!!!





O Lord, I love You! I praise You and I thank You for You art all good and deserving of all my love! 


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